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The Heart of God

My heart is heavy and I'm feeling completely helpless. My emotions have been tapped out in a matter of just a few days. I've heard stories and witnessed transformations that so stirred my heart that I thought I might jump out of my skin. My prayers have come out in hurried, jumbled exclamations because I have had an awakening that I cannot contain. I can no longer sit still. I am antsy, wringing my hands and wracking my brain as to what my plan of action must be. There are so many souls, so little time. You see, just this weekend I was invited to lead worship for an Adoption Expo outside of Winston-Salem, NC, but little did I know the impressionable mark it would leave on me. I have always been an advocate for adoption (after all, it's been in my blood ever since my parent's adopted 3 boys from the foster care system in NC...3 boys that I will forever call my brothers) but over the last few days, God has revealed to me His heart and intentionality and purpose for the fatherless like never before. It was like someone switched on a light bulb in my soul and as I continue to study God's word, the light is only becoming stronger and brighter. My impulse is to find out how to adopt as many children as possible as soon as possible, and while there may come a time for that, I am now trying to quiet all my thoughts and listen for His voice. I must sit in the presence of my Lord and be still. He has spoken in thunder, and now I need to see through the clouds. Until He moves me in a direction, I will wait and trust.

The longer I wait on Him to whisper His wisdom, the more He is breaking my heart for His orphans. They are His, He knows their names. Not one of them goes unnoticed or unloved by the Father who holds the world in His hands. He has numbered the hairs on each head of these precious ones, even if no one around them shows them compassion or gives them the time of day or offers a cup of cold water in Jesus' name. These orphans are special in the eyes of God and He sees beyond color, race, social background, disability, disease, and age. He only sees that they are His sons and daughters, created in His image for a glorious purpose. Does He need us to solve the orphan crisis in the world? After all, there are over 143 million orphans all across the globe. Surely He's given out of resources to care for every child in need. On the contrary, my friend. God is in need of nothing. He owns the cattle on a thousand hills. Everything we see and have comes from Him. He could snap HIs fingers and the world would be no more. Yet a grave emergency lingers, one that has to do with the lives of 143 million people. God, in His sovereignty, has put us here on this earth for more than mere existence. He has called us to offer ourselves (that includes our time, money, resources, energy, and hearts) to those in need. We have the privilege of serving the least of these, those abandoned and rejected by society and even their own parents, many orphaned by the spreading HIV/AIDS epidemic and left to fend for themselves at a young age. God has handed us the opportunity of a lifetime, to discover a higher and more important agenda...one that has nothing to do with our comfort and everything to do with our transformation...to embrace these little ones and love them like Jesus.

Whether you can open your wallet or open your home, whether you hit your knees or grab a mic and challenge your local church body, we must DO SOMETHING. You may be in a situation that is bleak and difficult, convinced that you have nothing left for someone else, much less your own family, but trust me when I say that you will receive an eternal blessing that far outweighs your circumstances just by being willing and saying to Jesus, "Here am I." God can use the most meager of offerings and the most humble of hearts. That's what He is looking for. You don't have to find a cure for AIDS...simply be obedient to what the Lord has placed upon your heart. He will equip you for the task He has called you to. Let's rise up, Church. The time is now. If we don't meet the needs of a hurting, dying world then who will? We are Christ's body, His hands and feet, and we have been blessed with the knowledge of HIs grace and mercy in our own lives. How then, can we ignore the cries of the fatherless? May we learn to show the same mercy to these little ones that God has shown to us. We simply must. Their lives depend on it.

*If you're looking for a ministry to get involved in that cares for orphans visit hopegivers.org. Also, I recommend the book Red Letters by Tom Davis for a clearer picture of the desperate situation the majority of the world is in as well as other practical ways to get involved in extending Christ's love to the poor.*

Orphans

Thank you so much for sharing your heart. I cannot tell you the number of times I have felt that same combination of urgency, helplessness and broken heartedness for the orphaned and underprivileged in this world. So many times I want to do something and I want to do it now. I am learning, though, that God is ALREADY doing something and His timing is perfect. So, I relax, wait, and do the next right thing that is set before me. I trust in His perfect Love and perfect Plan for each and every one of those babies and children.

One thing that God has set before me and given me the opportunity to do is start a non-profit agency that works for the benefit of orphans and institutionalized individuals in Bulgaria. My little corner of the world, I suppose, although it is an ocean away from me. We are in our early stages and it is all in God's hands. I would appreciate anyone visiting this page to look at our (very cheap, very in the early stages of development) website at www.cedarfoundationusa.org. Our corresponding agency, Cedar Foundation Bulgaria, has a great website at www.cedarfoundation.org. Please check it out.

I came visiting your website because I won tickets to your show tomorrow (at LU) through SpiritFM. I'm so very happy that I did and I look forward to worshiping the Father of the fatherless with you tomorrow. We both seem to share a passion for orphans and worshiping our God. I am excited to be a part of tomorrow's events with you.

Thank you.

Megan

"I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you."

Meredith,
I am a believer in the same God and Christ Jesus, who gave up all of Heaven to suffer and die on a Cross, then rose to life so that we could be sons and daughters of our loving Creator through faith in His Name! The love that He shows me each day increases my desire to share that same love with those who do not know Him. I have visited Kenya and seen the poverty and heart-breaking reality of orphaned children, starving and worse, unaware of the Love of our Heavenly Father. I have sat in comfort here in our great country long enough, I long to share this all-surpassing grace with those who are so desperate to find it as these orphans. Our Lord commanded us to minister to them, and I have a burning desire to be used to bring them to a personal knowledge of their Savior.
I understand this desperation you feel, I can hardly stand to wait for a chance to be used in this way. But I am praying and serving, even while I wait. I sing in our church's youth worship band, I teach at retreats for our students, and I will serve gladly wherever I have the chance. I want to see this generation make a move toward God that this world has never seen. I am ready to be used. It is a huge blessing to find someone who feels this same passion for the harvest of souls! I will be praying for you and your ministry, I believe God has only begun to use you, Meredith! Keep reading and studying His Word, and ask Him for this passion to be used in Jesus' name, and He will do exceedingly abundantly above what we can ask or imagine!
Your brother in heart and in Christ,
Kyle

The world has yet to see what God can do with and through and for and in a man that is wholly and completely consecrated to Him. I will give my utmost to be that man.

Brewer - Lighthouse

What a heart stirring worship leader!! Thank you Meredith.
Thank you for sharing your heart and Christ's Love on Thursday night - and for letting His light shine through you. He knows just what we need. He is THE Faithful ONE and I'm believing for the day my family comes to Him. It's amazing to see Him work day be day in the circumstances and situations of life. He shows himself in the middle of the seemingly most insignificant details of our day.
Blessings to you as you fulfill your tight schedule in the next week and beyond.

i know how you feel

singing in the rain i feed the homeless and every time i go there i fell hopless for the kids that are out there on the streets it makes me get on my knees and pray over and over again for them to be healed